Well...
I can't say I got too much for XMas...because I didn't...
.:~*Nicholas' XMas Gifts*~:.
[X] Cologne Box Set (SMELLS REAL GOOD!!!! ALMOST HAD AN ORIGASM WHEN I SMELLED IT LMA0000! jk jk)
[X] Socks (TUBE SOCKS EW!...I like ankle socks) from Gmas
[X] Jacket (Going to exchange for something differnt, tomarrow...something more me)

My mom says she's gonna take me later to get my iPod i've been dieing to get, and a nice HairCut (Like totally styled and everything) I really want those two things but hey I can live without any gifts. XMas to me used to be ALL ABOUT GIFTS but quite frankly I think it's just for the children. XMas isn't the same anymore. It used to be an "OK, kids let's get moving, we gotta go to Grandma's house," which we did...YESTERDAY! and stuff, now I don't know...maybe it'll be better when I'm an adult and have a boyfriend and stuff...but like I said XMas just isn't the same anymore. OK, so mama won $2,002.02 from Black Oak Casino a couple of days ago...we almost didn't have ANYTHING for the girls this christmas I guess some miracle happend when she finally won this time, I'm thankful the girls got want they got. Well...that's pretty much it for this entry...oh I have yet another fave '80's film...Stand By Me...OMG It was THE best movie since I saw Goonies...lol...Umm...I'm gonna try to change my layout as soon as I get a new comp...my cousin like erased everything off of my computer when he "Upgraded" it...it runs slower then the basterd ass Window's Millenium shit we had...ok well ttyl

.:~*Nicholas*~:.

p.s. I gots me a myspace...http://myspace.com/diggnonyrenrgy6 visit k?!?! ADD ME!!! BITCH!!! I MEAN IT!!!! jk

Well I totally got grounded for ditching the whole day...i was soo careful too! Not much has happend. Junior told me something that really hurt my feelings...It seems that Matthew (My Ultimate Crush) does not want anything to do with me. A while ago Junior told me that Matt doesn't hate me, or mean to be a rude mutha-fucka, he just doesn't talk to people much in spanish class aside from this girl Sabrina (she's pretty!) but Junior told me that Matt said he was High when he said all of that shit. It really makes me sad, There's a song by Daniel Bedingfield that I totally fell in love with and I cannot stop listening to it - "If You're Not The One" =

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

I really hope Matt comes around, if he doesn't, then I guess I'll have to move on. Which would be rather hard, seeing that I really love the kid.
By the way, I made this, post it on your LJ - Forum Signitures - FanSites, WHATEVER :0D

Tomarrow is like totally HALL-E-WEEN! and I get to stay home and have a fucking fantastic time being online right after night school! <3 Well I didn't get to buy my Aly and AJ CD, I'm gonna go buy that maybe tomarrow, I'll have my cousin Patrick take me <3 Fun Shet! Ummm...right now I am using a sample from Stevie B's song  " I Wanna Be The One" it's totally awesome! I'm gonna use it for my own song, now all's I gotts ta do now is write a beautiful song, I think I'm gonna use the fact that Matt hasn't been talking to me for inspiration...dude I'm so talented I amaze myself sometimes! <3 Tsk...I kno I sound full of myself but whatever! Umm...I have HELLA CDs on my mind that I need to purchase, Let's see I need : Black Eyed Peas = Monkey Bussiness, Aly and AJ = Into The Rush, Missy Elliot = The Cookbook, Lindsay Lohan = Confessions of a Broken Heart (Song makes me soooo cry like a baby!), Lindsay Lohan = Rumors (CD Single) (You know I love my dance remixes!) Lindsay Lohan = Over (CD Single) (Remixes again!, You know my weakness!) Lindsay Lohan = First (Just to be a Lyal Fan to Lindsay!) Madonna = Confessions on a Dance Floor and Myra = Milagros (Spanish Version of her self-titiled album from 2001) O, I'm sooo excited the Child's Play flicks are On Demand! I need to buy that "Child's Play DVD Collection" How come I never bought it I do not know..but I must have it, it's been what like a year? So I think that's about it....Yeah that's pretty much it. I think I'm going to be posting tomarrow because I'll surely be on tomarrow after night school and my three younger sisters go Trick-o-Treating, while me and my other sister (a little older, happy b-day Veronica!!!!! she turned 16 on October 20th) stay at home and watch scary movies (CHUCKY! YAY!) OK, well bye peep-ol <3

I can't believe I'm crying over some stupid guy! I sware I don't get it...I've never cried over a guy, OK, Walter was different I ACTUALLY know this guy and He's ACTUALLY GAY! Speaking of Walter, Stephany won't even look at me anymore...that makes me sad to. Well I don't understand this heartbreak, one minute we're talking about summer then he just forgets about us (being friends) I think it's his bitch friends...I want him soo badly to be my boyfriend, but him being soo shallow, he told my sister that if  him and I ever hooked up I'd have to have the body of an A & F model, believe you, me I'm getting there, but for my own sake...Well I just talked to his and my friend, maybe I should forget about him, we wouldn't make it anyway right? In all honesty, I do care about him but there's nothing I can do, it's not like I can force him to talked to me. Oy! I swore that I was absoloutly not going to have fuckin drama. Oh well anyways after spilling my heart out, here's my latest...I'm remixing Gwen Stefani's song Harajuku Girls. It's comming out sooooo awesome! I want to host my files, but I have not one clue how to work all of that stuff...so I'm gonna leave all the "pro" stuff to them until I have a little more experience with most of tha "ammy" stuff. Awwww....I saw the Cinderella Disney Channel Circle of Stars song...Awwww...It was too cute, I want to download that and the other Lion King song to..! I'd totally make a Raven/Club/Circle of Stars mix-it-up-so-awesome-sweetness mixed cd! fa sho'! Ew...ok don't say that ever again lol. So yeah If I can host my files, I will post the link up here. OK, well I'm going to get back to producing m' shit.

Here's a list of what I want to put on my mix-it-up-so-awesome-sweetness mixed cd! :

Raven-Symoné:

Superstion

True To Your Heart

True To Your Heart (Remix)

Disney Ch. Circle Of Stars:

Circle of Life

A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes (Don't know the actual song title *blushes*)

I thought I would be a loyal fan to three of my inspirations - may they rest in peace -  and make a banner in there honor. I love all three of these women because they have accomplished so much in their lifetime, may it have been a short lifetime or a long beautiful lifetime. I credit the pics of Aaliyah and Selena from the BMG MUSIC site. The Celia Cruz pic, I just Googled it and I found one of my fave poses. Well from the BMG Music site, I ordered CDs that I have lost or just plain have not purchased yet : George Micheal - Patience . Kylie Minogue - Fever  . Blondie - Greatest Hits (for my sister) . Daniel Bedingfield - Gotta Get Thru This . Gwen Stefani - Love. Angel. Music. Baby . and Cyndi Lauper - The Essential Cyndi Lauper. I can't wait for them to come in! I get all excited when they do lol. On The Cyndi Lauper cd it has "The Goonies 'R' Good Enough" I love that song and that movie I just had to order it! I need George Micheal's CD because I just love him and I do not own that CD! Kylie Minogue's CD I did own at one point but I lost it when I took it to my grandma's friend Josefina's neices Quinceñera (what a mouth-full lol) that I was in a long time ago but it was never returned to me!, I needed Gwen Stefani and Daniel Bedingfield's CD 'cos I never bot them, I think later I'll make a list of what is still on my mind to order and I'll post here, just so I'll remeber when it comes to order them. People, you should totally order from there! They've got almost everything! it's all touched up audio too! I'm never disapointed! ;-D

I'm still putting together my music production - I'm using my sister as a labrat, she's only ten, but I make her voice sound awesome! I'm still using Audacity, but I think my cousin Patrick knows what I want for X-mas! Some Mixing Programs, It's turning out pretty good my production with my sister so far, I'm using a sample from Shannon - Give Me Tonight from the Party Monster Soundtrack. It's awesome, umm...I finished my Community on Danny Pintauro I'm soo excited, I still need to add stuff but I already have ONE member! Yay! And I just made it today! Well I had already created it, but I didn't know how to edit it! I'm happy I made it! It's gonna be great! My First "Official Comminity" Take A Look-See @ my banner and pursuasive text under it that I've posted on "Who's The Boss?" Communities!...

After 2 and a half hours it is up and fully running. I still don't have any banners up yet, but I will soon so you can link me, and this banner up here as well may also be used to link me as an "Affiliate" "Assoc." or what have you. Please Join ASAP! http://www.livejournal.com/community/pintauro_pad/